I love the idea of inspiration, of looking at the world through the lens of searching and finding.
But what am I searching for? What do I hope to find?
I'm coming to realize that all I actually want to create is happiness, and, even more, I want to give it.
When I'm looking at beautiful homes or perfectly styled parties, what I want isn't the things; it's the feeling. It's the idea that I have done something and that it has created a moment. And that moment is good because it brings me joy because I created it and, hopefully, brings joy because I gave it.
I want happy spaces and events. I want clothing that makes me feel good about me. I want food that is beautiful and nourishing.
I am realizing that a search for beauty is really my search for happiness. That's where all my roads lead.
But I work at it.
It's important to me.
I wish I could come to terms with my only art form,